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Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

ShitSleeper II: "Raw Mono" Now Available on Cassette and Digitally


ShitSleeper cassette tape available now. 11 tracks. 

limited edition of 99.

also available now for digital download!



Thursday, October 11, 2012

Fluorescent Spells

you can now purchase a copy of Roy Orbitron's "Fluorescent Spells" EP on cassette tape.  sounds rl güd.

listen/buy here

Thursday, October 4, 2012


call me ignorant, call me stupid, whatever you do at least try and correct me without calling me a pussy or a faggot. try REALLY hard, ok? here we go: your metal "sound," your thrash specifically, makes no sense. it's bad. it's supposed to be "heavy" but it's a farce, just like a frolicking '80s dingbat with feathered hair and spandex -- an overdriven-to-fuck low-action soft-as-fuck guitar plinking that's actually comforting in its smoothness as it's been leveled off to have absolutely no dynamic range. the kick drum sounds thinner and twangier than the snare drum, there's no resonance to the snare because it's hit so damn fast that all you have is (heavily compressed and unsurprising) attack, and the bass is just mud flopping around on the bottom with no real drive or force to the music, just playing the same damn retarded-monkey-written guitar riffs an octave lower and simpler -- generally a failed guitarist who likes to party and suck the guitarist's dick.

the thrash sound is just about the pussiest sounds in the world. all the studio tricks and drum triggers and overdrive only results in the safest sound available for a band of "live" instruments next to pop songs that feature an electric guitar and other radio-ready rock.

no. fuck that. dig in. pick a real fight. give me hendrix's highs and lows, softnesses contrasting the loud bombastic clamors, the piercing aggressiveness of the feedback, and the emotional maturity it takes to play the blues. to play with feeling. give me Noel Redding and his fender fucking JAZZ bass - John Paul Jones and his - give me a bassist who's inventive and deeply rooted in the pocket alongside the drummer who's playing the damn drums, not quantized to a grid in some bullshit software. give me a kick drum that sounds like a kick drum, like it's the biggest fucking drum on stage (because it is, and you're supposed to fucking STOMP it with your FEET, you dainty gently-tapping blast beat motherfucker). fuck it, put two of them on stage like keith moon. give me Hubert Sumlin and Howlin' Wolf.  give me some truth. give me some goddamn SOUL.

Friday, August 31, 2012

Dismembering Re-memberment / Remembering Dis-memberment:

I lost my wallet and phone in the Czech Republic. I had no money and my computer died. I found myself in a cybercafe looking for 'me' but starring at a screen.This poem was initially constructed by lifting and repurposing personal messages from Facebook. I wanted to find a reflection ("Was I here?"). To this I added my own voice - this one right NOW - through the process of organization and edits. Is this a past and present pictured as one? I want something to stand on. 

What follows is the result:

<Actor action: HANDS to heart BOW. Ok, Kind face>

Throat box, off switch, cue

  1.     Orchid occludes light, light demands shadow, enclosure.      Suggestive of lotus position leans and falls stage R.

       (You are the stage. I’m an orchid. Shadow on you (an audience /  
        A thief demands shadow, but hold the  
        whisper, the rusty spoon.))

Begin dialogue:
"Somehow summer always makes me feel young and wet and sad - and I thought of you. I haven’t seen you in many months but your hair is still black in your profile picture. I think I need to give you a hug, let all that shit out and just let my tears ring outside the boxed page. Could that be arranged?

It’s really hard not to address you by past pet names. They’re etched into my rust. Like lately ... well just now really, I’ve been inhaling clouds of the past...
And baby ... shit! not baby
We'll find a rhythm
  in these letters
even if you never write back.
It’ll be a gift of silence I guess.
I haven’t been doing all that well lately...

C            onfession/redemption
Does this need more?"


"The real problem with me I think might be I’m really hurt but whatever it is that’s hurting me isn’t lit up so no one can see it. I smell this smell is persistent!
Is this why stars weep at their distance."

3:18am 5/8/12: I want our limbs to disappear
       to have to be that close. 

3:19am, 5/8/12: A new idea: Mask making section for anonymity’s sake. Shoes off mask on first thing when you enter a room.

3:20am 5/8/12: watching Planet Earth the “You” special
4:00am 5/8/12: masturbated to Big Ass girl scene 3. Feel really gross

            <voices inhale.                                       “Dinner!”
                                    Out breathe>

                                 < insert props grown +  pulled up from root. Cue lesson.>
                                                                               “I’m coming!”

            Certain life cycles of cause and effect are fixed. You can think of this as karma, kismet, fortune, fate, whatever. If you alter the objects you encounter, or even alter who you are, still the general arch of your story is never altered

THE _________ (triumph) / _________ (regret) / __________ (tears of joy moment) won't go away.
THE shudder won't go away.
            THIS Heart flutters & 
                        membranes won’t burst. 
                                     It all just maybe becomes heavier 
            b) It slips away 

            “ I guess I’m just weird like,
              I make sure never to touch
              someone I’m with I n t h e
              same w a y   a s I’ve e ve r
              touched someone bef or e ”


“This may be call ordered but it has to be verified”

MONOLOGUE section, draft 2:

Once I heard echoes. Once the past was the past. Once I was 13, I never refused a dare. Once I pooped my pants while playing Nintendo cause I just couldn’t stop. Once I wrote slogans. Once I ran & ran & ran & ran. It happed a lot. Once I rained. Once I had a whole universe  and when I closed my eyes I could go anywhere. Once I knew G-d. Once I blew out a candle every single night because my Mom said that was how wishes came true... I wished to marry the pink ranger. Once my head was aflame, it shined. Once my heart was mine. Now I bend.


This year Phil Collins Day will be celebrated with a confessional booth.
From 12-10pm come and confess your trials and tribulations of love.
Obsessions, endless loves, crushes and heartbrokens welcome.

            All confessions will be sent directly to (and only) Phil Collins.

            and spend the rest of their life floating on a lake.

Become history, jump judgment but wax didactic.
             a) Train extensively in paper preservation. In poetry in… save this and burn libraries collections etc
            b) Can this be poetry
to be poetry?

< Voices in hall & a singing bowl ina  glass orb is floating by some magic stage L. >

Let it breath and take the sight as
            Sustenance            sustience            seustience             sentient             supplement


“Won’t have a puff dear or at least a chicken leg dear?”

train sounds and the bathroom floor

“Won’t you?”

I listen but nothing.
I float but I don't know for how long.
I edging the peaks.
I letting it all just hit me and rise without bubbles.

 T       I       M       E      /      G      A      P 
<  B  L  A  C  K  O  U  T >

<Lights rise FAST - A breath in.>


  <Lights begin to fade.> 

. . . And further back behind these teeth, the Stars. 

< Out. Black. >

Thursday, August 23, 2012

New Release: ShitSleeper's "Raw Mono"

   Currently available streaming only.

B Sides to come.


Wednesday, June 27, 2012


HEY NEW JERSEY: ya see that big painting? see that thing next to it? that little square thing that's got the same stupid look on its face? there it is. those 4 fucking songs finally made it onto a lil piece of vinyl. i played bass, mixed the 4 "World of Treble" songs, pitched in $ here and there, and finally a year and half later i can hold it in my hands. AND IT SOUNDS GREAT. there are 4 songs on the 7" + an additional 6 on the "In the 21st Century" CD-R included with the vinyl (there's a sticker in there too). it's $5 via the Alfath Bandcamp -- now get yourself a copy & go make a skate video, punk.

[photo by josh]

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

help us press this record!

Sean & Bryan (/Huge Pupils) met Conor (/Roy Orbitron) at the Basement Gallery in Ewing NJ probably sometime in 2009 -- long before the Pupils birthed their debut full-length (see: "Kings of Leonia") and before Conor became a dad (literally). Since the Gallery was shut down, Huge Pupils have continued to be stalwart purveyors of particularly New Jerseyan punk and noise music; they play anywhere that'll allow them, and they've recorded a number of wondrous things. Since leaving NJ punk band Alien Father and becoming a dad, Conor's written & recorded songs for Roy Orbitron... resulting in rock & roll magic that features 7 or so different musicians spread from Pittsburgh to Philadelphia to New Jersey to New York, their parts recorded on location later mixed by Conor to create a faux-supergroup of basement-dwelling freaks he admires (see: "Fluorescent Spells").

We'd like celebrate our friendship and continued musical proliferation by documenting a number of new songs on vinyl. One 18-minute side will be Huge Pupils and the other will be Roy Orbitron. But we need your help - financially, spiritually, and otherwise - to make this happen. Mostly financially... Pressing vinyl's a bit more expensive than a $100 DIY CD-R release via Staples and nimble fingers. We don't have metal parts, we don't have a record press, and we don't have any vinyl or any know-how... So we have to pay those that do. Won't you pitch in & make our dreams come true?

Huge Pupils & Roy Orbitron

Huge Pupils = Sean + Bryan
Roy Orbitron = Conor + Paul from Snoozer (Philly) + drummer Dan (just toured in NJ Ska outfit the Waffle Stompers) + violinist Noah (at Cargenie Mellon - previously on Shitsleeper's "Sky & a Flag") + Dave from Alien Father (NJ) + Josh from Rasputin's Secret Police (Philly) + Joe from Tom Blacklung & the Smokestacks. Sean & Bryan have been and are being Rorbits live.

Re: T-shirts - examples of Alex Echevarria's work at Berks County Aesthetes
Re: Patches - other items by Quilty as Charged on Etsy

Friday, March 30, 2012

our friends over at NOISE-VIOLATION wrote-up an Alien Father/Pets With Pets (Australia)/Scary/Roy Orbitron show at the maggothouse in new brunswick NJ, with an interview of Roy Orbitron (backed by Huge Pupils). superb editing, guys.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

i was having a very Dead Bugs kind of night last night. something about playing a loud & dirty New Brunswick basement show on a Monday night then waking up to get to your 9-5 job & sit under fluorescent lights in front of a computer all day just confuses the brain. sloshes it all up, dries it out, and brings it down. it wasn't that i was hungover or anything... but each scenario requires a particular game-face and only one is really smiling.

Laurence, Mr. Emanuel... Mr. Dead Bugs... the guy who's gone by Laurence for so long that i can't remember his real name (probably his intention... was is Adam?), asked me to throw up his newest release, "Of a Feather" as it's due to be released on vinyl sometime before the end of the year & that's all very exciting... don't get too riled up though, this record is pretty fuckin' somber - might bring you down a bit. i'm not sure if he wanted me to say anything about it but that RSP post got my fingers tapping so i'm going to ramble a bit and it probably won't make any sense. if you haven't already, click play and start listening.

1. like a song off of the Mountain Goats' "Tallahassee." i don't remember which one. it's been a long time since i've listened to that record and the girl i was infatuated with - whose aura was so complimented by that record's romanticism (and sarcasm) - is no longer fascinating to me. not in the least. not only am i not in love with her, or the idea of her, but i think she's pretty not-cool. if she reads this, sorry about that. maybe we can be facebook friends in a couple of years.
2. reminds me of Peasant, and in a lot of ways that disappeared Doylestown PA area folkie wound up meaning as much to me as that Mountain Goats girl. but the shows i saw were great... Playwright was great, that Buck County band Peasant would share bills with at places like that christian reading room/library in Princeton next to Hoagie Haven, or the attic of the cigar shop in Doylestown, or a little tuft of grass on top of a little mound of dirt in the middle of Peddler's Village on a hot summer day while old women strolled about with their huge wraparound black sunglasses and their sun visors and their short hair... old women and their short hair... and their vests. there was one woman there who approached him after a song and suggested that he ought to find god. i thought that was rude.
3. crowing about Pennsylvania... PA probably doesn't mean much to Blind Melon, but musically this could be a lost acoustic track. i hope that's not an offensive thing to say, it's not intended to be.
4. the peak of the first side. this song just kills. that HORN. Jon E. Erkkilä trumpeting away... what was the name of that band he was in? Joe would know...

there's a time in adolescence when you stop dancing or running through fields and you start to bring a blanket & lay down instead. this might coincide with trying to get laid, or trying drugs for the first time. when's the last time you got grass-stained jeans and a hole in the knee? when's the last time you had a summer off? i mean really off... if i say this music is great for a late spring/early summer evening, you'll have a decent idea of what i'm talking about but what i wish we could feel more clearly is the way those nights felt all those years ago. this album would certainly lead you through that kind of night. or 41 minutes of it... after you think you may have drank a little bit too much, or a bit too much than you're used to... when the girl you've had your mind on all night drank a little bit more than that and is just within eye and earshot making out with your best friend as you sit there counting the blades of grass popping up between your toes feeling absolutely foolish. the album's tagged on bandcamp as "cold-weather music" and though that's the weather i've felt with all the other Dead Bugs records, this one feels a bit different.

5. the Lambertville Station? the Frenchtown Inn? it doesn't matter. Mia Fiorentino on backup vocals.
6. Thérèse de Genova on violin again, that's two in a row... what a wonderful decoration to sew into a song.

Dead Bugs just keeps getting better... as those who don't give up inevitably do. in a a techno-shocked era where people make money sitting in an office and make friends sitting on facebook, Laurence is watching piles of rocks rolling down old metal train tracks through New Jersey woods; he's sticking to an acoustic, slow & deliberate style that's a short relaxing vacation from the highway and strip malls they carved out just up the road crammed full of old ladies and their kitschy home goods and their genetically modified bananas... old women and their short hair...

7. there's a love song or two on this record. a Bug found his valentine. i wish them luck.
8. i keep saying folk. i keep thinking folk. but there's too much reverb for this to be folk. or too many synths. even so, the sounds on this song sound like native american cave winds and the drums on it are heavy... beating sun-dried tom-toms and thunderbolt crash cymbals on the long-view horizon. less out of place than you'd think and mixed deeply into the cinematic ambience that instead of picking them out you're probably picturing Natalie Portman reclined in the passenger seat of your station wagon.
9. that horn again... from the 4th track... that guy is great. and Lauren Artiles on back-up vocals. she has a wonderful voice. i've recorded it before... Nesting Dolls. you'll probably never be able to find that record. hope she's doing well.
10. will Mr. Emanuel remain a foolish boy? will he sink into a bottle or is he too productive to ever really lose his booze-soaked brain? where will he go from here?

stay tuned for the next Dead Bugs release..

get more music and info here:


Tuesday, March 27, 2012

long ago in a time before high-school diplomas and fatal and non-fatal overdoses and in-treatment rehabs and dropping in & out of college(s)... before babies and 9-5 jobs... before long distances forced their way between best friends (out of necessity) and other friends disappeared from relevance all together... i spent all day in and out of high-schooling thinking about, dreaming about, working at, & endlessly frustrated by music. nothing else mattered, pessimism was the style, and i along with a few other bent-minded individuals lived for dirty cat-pissed and pit-crust-smelling beer-stained basements of glory brimming with obnoxiously loud noise-violation-summoning music... enchanted, i fell head first down sets of collapsing broken-ass stairs of philadelphia row houses and into a steaming sea of kind-hearted freaks.

it was an awkward and uncomfortable time. i'm sure you've tried to forget and i'm positive you're not proud of it but just for a minute take your mind back to the age where swollen, pussing, crusting & bleeding acne roamed free in its natural habitat... before anybody or anybody they knew could legally score a case of beer or a bottle of liquor... before your fuck-ups had any kind of quantifiable and damning effect on "the rest of your life," wherever the hell that was headed. if you're still living in that age, just keep in mind that it'll probably get better. but only in some ways. in a lot of ways things will just get way worse... (good luck).

the band i was in at the time subscribed so deeply to the embedded awkwardness and youthful frustrations of every day life that we deemed it necessary to reflect a massive amount of discomfort in our performances... besides the confused & screamed lyrics and the desperate atonal guitarings (all down-strokes, none up) of the practiced-to-hell-and-never-quite-right 20-30 minute sets, we'd also refrain from everything from masturbation (or sex) to food to drugs to cigarettes the day before & the day of every show and most practices just to see how fucking uncomfortable we could get. we were really fucking uncomfortable. we were angry. we were too big for our own good. we wished we were 25 and we wished we were 7.

our first philly basement show was a big deal for us... finally we'd escaped the jersey suburbs for a night and good god all the noise we found... that's where (the Stakehaus), how (a shared gig), and when (in high-school), i first met Rasputin's Secret Police.

fast forward to present day... it's 2012... and there i was last Sunday, almost 6 years since high-school graduation, bouncing my 5 month old son on my knee and watching the DVD that came with RSP's new album, "Comfortable." i'm still enjoying the hell out of them and my son's just starting.

i've been listening to the record obsessively. Josh (drums) gave me a copy soon after they were printed - sorry, Brandon (guitar) - with the idea/expectation that i would write a review. i told him it'd be scathing. i was being sarcastic. the reality is... i can't review this album. it's a record that's already too close to my heart from a band that's been close to my heart for too many years and there's not much i can say that would in any way be objective or that you couldn't find out yourself by getting your ass to one of their shows. i realized last night, after putting off this write-up for days, and while driving along playing the new record for an old friend who was never a basement-going music-playing high-school clown, that i can't even fucking begin to describe RSP's music. their previous albums i've soaked way too much in my own nostalgia and fleeting youth and this new one... i know it applies to life now but i wouldn't want to bother anybody with all of that. i wouldn't even be able to articulate it. and not only that, but after 6 or 7 years of seeing the guys almost exclusively at shows, we might actually consider each-other friends at this point. you can't review a friend's record... it's damn near impossible.

so last night that other friend, on the way to new brunswick for a Roy Orbitron/Alien Father show, asked me politely and sincerely, "can you explain to me, as someone who also likes and appreciates music, what this is about? what genre this is supposed to be?" i told him "they call it stomp-rock." then i froze... i said "it's about going to shows in basements and having a good time...
...this song's about being 23 and living with your mom," to which he responded "is that why he's moaning in agony?" and then he turned the music back up and we continued listening to the whole damn record, repeating tracks that he liked. he really liked track 2, "Dunwoody." he's 23 and lives with his parents. we all move back before we move out again, or maybe we never left. never better.

my point is... even if i fail at being objective, if a write-up or review is supposed to spread the word about a band and sing their praises (or tell you how awful they are) while simultaneously sticking them in a genre-box... if it's at all about describing a band for someone who has no context, who may not even have the references you may spout... i can't do that. i can't do that at all. all i can say is that if you can relate to any of the descriptions above, this album is a step out of that, maybe a step forward, maybe a step to the side and pivot just to look back at all that time and energy we spent, trying to figure out where it got us... with a swinging neck back to a view of the future... or maybe just the now... something even more terrifying than high-school... all that real life shit. we're gonna be optimistic this time around. and if it's not ok, well fuck it... we'll stomp it out.

here are some e-mails from Alec, also a contributor to this blog and my former high-school bandmate that probably do a better job than i've done... or at least offer another perspective on the thing. unedited for your pleasure. i'm hoping by saying "use any of this" he meant i could use all of it. i don't think he'll mind.

"heyo. yeah ive listened to it a bunch. you sent it to me a while ago. it's... alright.
its more pop than theyve ever been, some of it definitly almost radio playable. the drums do indeed pop out and clip and the comfort may also lie in the overcompressed guitar which never hurts the ears. vocals are more casual and human than any other record since the selftitled. comfortable with just singing as himself, no more ian curtis in a basement impersonations. its more fuzz and less organic. more wall than ever and it definitly defines the elusive sub-genre 'stomp-rock'. comfort in thr flat wall and the loud. you can tell he's even more comfortable with the chords...with the guitar. similar chord types used more often.

i will listen again and write some more. i really have to poop. trying out a new bassist and drummer next week. it's do or die for me now.

hope you well.
"more (now.listening)

theres a definite connection to 90's alternative heavy shit like korn, limp bizkit, deftones....
much of the stomp comes from brandon quick stops and starts and mutes of chords which he seems infinitely comfortable with now.
less fluff like keyboards on this record.
major keys/ scales. theyve gotten progressively more major since build things. the record almost plays like a recollection of past records and time-spent in basements for all these years. more time spent looking back than forward.
many clues to brandon's love of the band chamomile, even musically, especially on zoe, where his vocals surf the top like chamomiles did on 'womb with a view'.
josh's drums are simple and more on point than ever. still the brilliant fills, but never too many. he allows brandons guitar to drift and catches it again& again with each phrase. holds down the stomp.
i suppose you could say this is the beat example of stomp rock out there, but drexel kill may be this as well. drexil kill was sublter, less comfortable, a bit more gloomy, and lost rhino was gloomier. emerging from the fog, comfortably. emerging from the farcical fog of youth, finally comfortable. uncomfortable with so much of the past (ergo the rexord's focus) but fuck it; 'stomp it out'. let the dark past push you forward.
definitly some 90's british shoegaze chords and drift especially on tea & honey. floats like a Slowdive outro or even an early Flying Saucer Attack record with more rythm. something very 90's about it. which makes sense since we grew up in the 90's. we were kids ib the 90's. we are not proud of those years.
interesting that much previous rasputin has been very 80's, New Order. now we are givin a track lke 'me and zoe' which plays like a happy nirvana skipping dream, at least rythmically, a stomp poppunk driver. this song is not about the past, but again about zoe, a dog who is seemingly brandon's best friend and ultimately his Muse. she is uncomplicated and asks nothing of him.
'freaks' is straitup deftones 'around the fur' in a good way.
i changed my mind this record isnt 'alright'. its good. challengingly flat and straihtforward."
"part 3 (then i have to go work). feel free to post any of this or use it in your review.

honey chamomile beginz as alt-country laziness and approaches The Vines territory with that sunny day drift leading to a punch, or stomp in this case. 'fucj the past' is what i get from this song. you can hear brandon trying to convince himself that he needs to move forward. again the shoegazer 7th chords and reverb on 'welcome home'.
intrsting that this record starts with your expected lyrics about ghosts and more magical things but arrives somewhere much more tangible, real, straightforward, as if the need for these fantasical nightmarish characatures may be coming to a close. maybe reality can finally be approached and dealt with and there is less of a need to hide in the woods with the witches. again, the theme of emerging from a dark place, more comfortable than ever, singing 'damn that place sucked, glad i'm out.'
the finaL track begans as 90's rural psychadelia, lying down and thankgod we're outta the woods. sick of drinking 'alcohol from mermaid's breasts'. again i wikl reference 80's shoegazers Flying Saucer Attack. or even Duster, with the hovering feedback over gloomy metal chords.

its a cool record. quote me on whatever you want!

i am sick of washing dishes but offf i gooo"

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Thursday, February 23, 2012

Roy Orbitron, "Fluorescent Spells" EP

while you're listening (it's only 12 minutes... just give it a listen...) i'll tell you that this was intended as a 7" vinyl EP, thus the 6:00 minute/side, side A/B format.

keep listening.
keep scrolling.


Monday, January 30, 2012

and a New Tune for Old Folks...

Heres a new Shitsleeper noise file. Enjoy
mixed by Alec & Heather
edited by Heather